Disappointing.

So theres this girl named Tam Pham. Ruined my life. Ruined my day. Killin me over here. She was like oh and i was like what? and she was like no and i was like awwwwwww... feel? ahaha :)


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Dreaming of Reminiscent Faces

Yeah so i wake up in the morning thinkin about what i just dreamt and it left a weird feeling in me. So my first dream was pretty random a girl i know that i havent seen in awhile her name, Junyao Peng. Super smart chinese girl whose crazy all the time and is honor roll goin places type of girl. Alright so pretty much Im back at school in present time in a semi big auditorium chillin with the people i did when I went there and just talked and talked. Then a big announcement came on and announced that the main speaker was coming up and it was her. And i was like damn its been awhile she looks pretty successful right now I wanna catch up with her. So i just sat there didnt really pay attention to her speech and just talked to phi in the seats cause he was there and we were chillin talkin stuff as always ahah. So then when her speech was done I walked up to her and we talked and it was all good, but yeah it was good seeing her in my dream. Its always good hangin out with her and all that even though i know shes smarter than me and im crazy scared all the time of saying dumb stuff but u know to her its probably expected of me so all good as it should :) Haha seein her just gave me a feeling of missin her is all. So without waking up a 2nd dream came by and it was of a girl by the name of Tami Lam. Ive seen her semi-ish recently kinda well more recent than the other but still yeah. So the dream starts out randomly were at a pool and its me and the homies Phi, Elwyn, Kenry, and Tami. Sorry tam no room for you uhh huhhh... thats righhttt ahahah jp jp. Anyways so were all just sitting there and kenry was like check this out and he dives in with his crazy dive, and then elwyn follows, then phi and then tami and then me last and were all just havin fun and then I finallly get out of the water and sit with elwyn and Kenry. Then out of the corner of my eye i spot Phi and Tami there off to the side on a computer. Strangely enough they are using some sort of creature creator software. When they clicked on stuff the creater began to materialaize all the attributes they were setting on the computer. So they clicked body shape the body appeared, eyes the eyes, nose the nose, you get it. So then they just did that as i talked with the boys like what the hell is that and all. Haha there wasnt really any point to that dream either. Maybe i kind of miss hangin out with her too i guess. She was good company well still is even though apparently she doesnt get my jokes though :( ahahah all good. This just goes to show how many people i was close with i have sort of in a way lost some touch with. Though they arent really in or a part of my life, they still occupy my thoughts. Well one day itll be good to catch up with em have some good times again Haha. All good. Gotta see that juny uni and that tami ami ahhaa ;)

What to do, What to do.

So after a hard defeat on the basketball courts last uhh... Friday was it? Iono either way even though i didn't try so hard in the beginning, it all felt like a futile effort. But this game it really left an impression on me, more of a thought provoking situation which came afterward while sitting with my best homie and basketball training partner/teammate Phi Ho. So feeling down the undeniable statement arose that no matter what you do there is indeed somebody better than you. Which of course is true though you want to keep it out of mind most days. It sparked another question. This which had a bigger impact than the last which was, what exactly am i doing? And what makes me? Cause I figure okay, we like basketball but I'm not particularly talented at it. Then it kinda struck me, I in fact am not particularly talented at anything. And all the things that I seem to be okay or even somewhat good at, isn't such a practical or useful skill that would significantly get me anywhere in life. There are so many dreams and skills i would like to have but as life would have it I have no future in many to any of those. Actually matter of fact the thing that got me was not only talent, but passion. As Phi put it, (this wont be exact im just going off memory but...) What makes us? What are we? You know, like Hien, he's a dancer. And honestly he can say that because his passion is dancing and he pursues it and just has it in him so of course he's a dancer. When you look at him I see a dancer. Lol. Because that's who he is that's what he likes and that's what he does, and does quite well at i might add, though this isn't a one track things just one among many. Haha. Anyways, so then I ran through my head all of the things i've tried and liked but have all come down to failed attempts. As much as I love drawing, Ive tried to draw for several several years, but i know for sure i can only produce mediocre drawings so as much as I'd like that dream is pretty much dead. So long being a great manga artist. Lol. As for dancing, as I put before, in me there's not much of a dancer sure I can copy all i want from television and act like I can dance, but ill never be good at it or be even a real one at that. So long dancing sensation. Even tried the music game one time, liked rapping, enjoyed working on my skills, I'm not blaming it on anything but as fate would have it, that dream fell too. So long being a rap star. Haha. Same with pool, singing, writing etc. etc. etc. Haha. Maybe its a lack of time and devotion to these things but, I just don't find real passion in anything, maybe i need something to inspire me or maybe i need to find something totally new and all my own. But for now ill just be floating along. Hmm... a floater, a middle person just stuck in the middle. Nothing to good, nothing too bad. Haha, how great. Ahh there's actually a lot more to say about this but I cant think about it right now and its been a couple days but yeah its still on my mind so i thought id write it out still. I guess I'm just stuck on a journey to finding out what I am. Just wish it would hurry up and hit me already. Lol. If it ever does...

Get up. Stand Up.

Haha Diggin the new look lolz but since Tam gave me this new face i guess ill get back into this blogging game for a bit. Lets start this off with what i blog about most, me in dreamland which im sure you guys have missed and love it so much Lol. Alright so this one starts off as me and the usual crew Phi and Tam. Apparently the setting is in some uhh.. resort type place you know giant place, shinin white tons of rooms niceass pool, great scenery and environment u know the works. Haha. So its just us 3 kickin it hangin out near the pool walking around when we bump into some kid and hes gettin bullied hard by some other kids and we sit back and were like alright, lets see how this unfolds. So the one getting bullied is a chubby ol kid and his partner some skinny shorter kid with glasses. The ones doing the bullying the athletic skinny type black kid and his butchy white homie. Id say these kids are around... About Andy's age hahahah ;) LOlz anyways so the bullies are yellin at hom and they finally push him down and im like oh shit its goin down noww. So the fat kid gets back up and pushes the black kid and he tumbles into his white homie and then it is on. He starts yellin oh yeah your gonna get it. So fat kid and his nerdy friend dip out quick and the bullies pursue. Seeing as its from our point of view things end there. So were like alright thats coo kids are kids whatever. So we walk around some more and eventually we decide to go back to our room. I dont really know the back story of why were here or anything but we just are. So we get back to our greatass room you know its like some luxuryass suite looking place got it? Ahaha. So we step inside ready to chill when we see in our room chubby kid and his sidekick. And im like heyy your from the pool that guy gettin bullied what the shit you doin in our room? So in his scared reply hiding from behind one of the beds in there was like hiding from them. So i was like geez kid you need to stand up for yourself iono why you gettin punked for you can take em just do what you gotta do be a man. So this fat kid isnt moving and hes scared as shit so he stays there and i dont remember the exact dialogue but were just arguing back and forth. So then were all just talking and coaching him through it like yeah punch that nigguh and all that good stuff. Haha so then im a little tired so i just was like alright im going outside. So is step outside for a bit and what do i see, black kid and friend on the search for fat kid and homie. So i was like coo coo lets do this so I open my door a bit more so that they can see him and i see the rage in this black kids eyes as he spots fat kid. So he comes rushin in like the athletic black guy he is and he jumps on this fat kid ready to throw down. I wasnt havin that in our room so as they were fighting I intervened and kicked them all outside to settle this. So they are outside squaring off and so black kids goin off and fat kids still scared so hes gettin beat pretty bad all up to a point where fat kids on the floor and black kids just gloating about it. So were still tryina coach fat kid so were like come on now remember what we taught you and all that stuff. You can do it you can take that dude hes nothin. So fat kid goes for round 2 and his I dont wanna be bullied anymore rage comes in and he beats up the black kid. So then his white friend wasnt havin any of fatty so he backed off too. So then we all celebrate the victory and then we just hang out for a bit and enjoy the resort. The End. Haha yeah was pretty okay LOlz just a lot of work aha come on now stand up for yourself kid aha :)

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OOOH MYY GOSHH.
tam is soooo coooool.
YEAHHH MAN! >:)



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