Zombie Problems

So I woke up semi trippin like what the hell did I just dream of right damn now. Haha so I had a really long dream and who knew but it was about some sort of zombie type thing, i don't know if they were really zombies or not but they were some sort of infected people who bite people and they become infected got it? Haha okay so the setting is some random semi-old kinda nice looking house. Im chillin there with tons of people well not tons but maybe a good 7 to 10 people in that house all of various ages. So im just chillin when all of a sudden i hear screaming and all that commotion and im like what the hell? So we all go check it out and its all crazy bloody up there and one girl is eating some guy bitin him up So were like oh shiit so I run and im like screw this and she jumps at everyone and iono whats going on back there cause im too busy bookin it out of there so im running and i grab two random pool sticks that were hanging on the wall and i lock myself in the bathroom with a girl in there too and im like ohh damn this is out of control and then some guy is knockin at the door like let me inn and then bam he gets eatin or w.e i see his blood under the door im like fuck all this. Then all of a sudden some grama busts in so i wack her with a stick it breaks, so i stab her with that and shes done. So im like man i need a better weapon so i run my ass to the kitchen smash some white dude on the way there with the other pool stick, grab two knives from the kitchen and run back to my bathroom hideout. Im like oh damn this is going down, when I see this big black buff dude come in and im like fuck this, what are you a boss or what? so hes like tryina get us and im dodgin all around the bathroom like damn hittin sinks and such and then i fall in the bathtub and im like oh damn hes about to eat that girl i gotta do something. So i jump on his back and in the most graphic thing i ever dreamed of i took my knives and stabed him like 15 times in the head and like 10 times in the chest and then like 1 or 2 in the throat for helluh long until he was down. So i was like whew crazy shit. Looks like its over though. So we step outside only to find out that theres thousands of zombies out there. Im like awwwww, this cant be happening so i run into em cut like 3 before dropping my knives and now im running around hopping fences jumping around tryina not to get eaten. And then Its not 1st person anymore and the camera zooms out from me and in big red text on the screen it says something like you reached wave 1 of the backyard or something something a videogame would say and then its me again looking at the tv with a controller in my hand then i look to my right at phi and tam and im like see? Told you you cant beat that level its impossible. Haha. Then i woke up. Lolz. Weird huh? haha fun dream i guess kinda got my heart racing aha well if it goes down in real life ill be ready with my dream training ahah :)

Disappointing.

So theres this girl named Tam Pham. Ruined my life. Ruined my day. Killin me over here. She was like oh and i was like what? and she was like no and i was like awwwwwww... feel? ahaha :)


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Dreaming of Reminiscent Faces

Yeah so i wake up in the morning thinkin about what i just dreamt and it left a weird feeling in me. So my first dream was pretty random a girl i know that i havent seen in awhile her name, Junyao Peng. Super smart chinese girl whose crazy all the time and is honor roll goin places type of girl. Alright so pretty much Im back at school in present time in a semi big auditorium chillin with the people i did when I went there and just talked and talked. Then a big announcement came on and announced that the main speaker was coming up and it was her. And i was like damn its been awhile she looks pretty successful right now I wanna catch up with her. So i just sat there didnt really pay attention to her speech and just talked to phi in the seats cause he was there and we were chillin talkin stuff as always ahah. So then when her speech was done I walked up to her and we talked and it was all good, but yeah it was good seeing her in my dream. Its always good hangin out with her and all that even though i know shes smarter than me and im crazy scared all the time of saying dumb stuff but u know to her its probably expected of me so all good as it should :) Haha seein her just gave me a feeling of missin her is all. So without waking up a 2nd dream came by and it was of a girl by the name of Tami Lam. Ive seen her semi-ish recently kinda well more recent than the other but still yeah. So the dream starts out randomly were at a pool and its me and the homies Phi, Elwyn, Kenry, and Tami. Sorry tam no room for you uhh huhhh... thats righhttt ahahah jp jp. Anyways so were all just sitting there and kenry was like check this out and he dives in with his crazy dive, and then elwyn follows, then phi and then tami and then me last and were all just havin fun and then I finallly get out of the water and sit with elwyn and Kenry. Then out of the corner of my eye i spot Phi and Tami there off to the side on a computer. Strangely enough they are using some sort of creature creator software. When they clicked on stuff the creater began to materialaize all the attributes they were setting on the computer. So they clicked body shape the body appeared, eyes the eyes, nose the nose, you get it. So then they just did that as i talked with the boys like what the hell is that and all. Haha there wasnt really any point to that dream either. Maybe i kind of miss hangin out with her too i guess. She was good company well still is even though apparently she doesnt get my jokes though :( ahahah all good. This just goes to show how many people i was close with i have sort of in a way lost some touch with. Though they arent really in or a part of my life, they still occupy my thoughts. Well one day itll be good to catch up with em have some good times again Haha. All good. Gotta see that juny uni and that tami ami ahhaa ;)

What to do, What to do.

So after a hard defeat on the basketball courts last uhh... Friday was it? Iono either way even though i didn't try so hard in the beginning, it all felt like a futile effort. But this game it really left an impression on me, more of a thought provoking situation which came afterward while sitting with my best homie and basketball training partner/teammate Phi Ho. So feeling down the undeniable statement arose that no matter what you do there is indeed somebody better than you. Which of course is true though you want to keep it out of mind most days. It sparked another question. This which had a bigger impact than the last which was, what exactly am i doing? And what makes me? Cause I figure okay, we like basketball but I'm not particularly talented at it. Then it kinda struck me, I in fact am not particularly talented at anything. And all the things that I seem to be okay or even somewhat good at, isn't such a practical or useful skill that would significantly get me anywhere in life. There are so many dreams and skills i would like to have but as life would have it I have no future in many to any of those. Actually matter of fact the thing that got me was not only talent, but passion. As Phi put it, (this wont be exact im just going off memory but...) What makes us? What are we? You know, like Hien, he's a dancer. And honestly he can say that because his passion is dancing and he pursues it and just has it in him so of course he's a dancer. When you look at him I see a dancer. Lol. Because that's who he is that's what he likes and that's what he does, and does quite well at i might add, though this isn't a one track things just one among many. Haha. Anyways, so then I ran through my head all of the things i've tried and liked but have all come down to failed attempts. As much as I love drawing, Ive tried to draw for several several years, but i know for sure i can only produce mediocre drawings so as much as I'd like that dream is pretty much dead. So long being a great manga artist. Lol. As for dancing, as I put before, in me there's not much of a dancer sure I can copy all i want from television and act like I can dance, but ill never be good at it or be even a real one at that. So long dancing sensation. Even tried the music game one time, liked rapping, enjoyed working on my skills, I'm not blaming it on anything but as fate would have it, that dream fell too. So long being a rap star. Haha. Same with pool, singing, writing etc. etc. etc. Haha. Maybe its a lack of time and devotion to these things but, I just don't find real passion in anything, maybe i need something to inspire me or maybe i need to find something totally new and all my own. But for now ill just be floating along. Hmm... a floater, a middle person just stuck in the middle. Nothing to good, nothing too bad. Haha, how great. Ahh there's actually a lot more to say about this but I cant think about it right now and its been a couple days but yeah its still on my mind so i thought id write it out still. I guess I'm just stuck on a journey to finding out what I am. Just wish it would hurry up and hit me already. Lol. If it ever does...

Get up. Stand Up.

Haha Diggin the new look lolz but since Tam gave me this new face i guess ill get back into this blogging game for a bit. Lets start this off with what i blog about most, me in dreamland which im sure you guys have missed and love it so much Lol. Alright so this one starts off as me and the usual crew Phi and Tam. Apparently the setting is in some uhh.. resort type place you know giant place, shinin white tons of rooms niceass pool, great scenery and environment u know the works. Haha. So its just us 3 kickin it hangin out near the pool walking around when we bump into some kid and hes gettin bullied hard by some other kids and we sit back and were like alright, lets see how this unfolds. So the one getting bullied is a chubby ol kid and his partner some skinny shorter kid with glasses. The ones doing the bullying the athletic skinny type black kid and his butchy white homie. Id say these kids are around... About Andy's age hahahah ;) LOlz anyways so the bullies are yellin at hom and they finally push him down and im like oh shit its goin down noww. So the fat kid gets back up and pushes the black kid and he tumbles into his white homie and then it is on. He starts yellin oh yeah your gonna get it. So fat kid and his nerdy friend dip out quick and the bullies pursue. Seeing as its from our point of view things end there. So were like alright thats coo kids are kids whatever. So we walk around some more and eventually we decide to go back to our room. I dont really know the back story of why were here or anything but we just are. So we get back to our greatass room you know its like some luxuryass suite looking place got it? Ahaha. So we step inside ready to chill when we see in our room chubby kid and his sidekick. And im like heyy your from the pool that guy gettin bullied what the shit you doin in our room? So in his scared reply hiding from behind one of the beds in there was like hiding from them. So i was like geez kid you need to stand up for yourself iono why you gettin punked for you can take em just do what you gotta do be a man. So this fat kid isnt moving and hes scared as shit so he stays there and i dont remember the exact dialogue but were just arguing back and forth. So then were all just talking and coaching him through it like yeah punch that nigguh and all that good stuff. Haha so then im a little tired so i just was like alright im going outside. So is step outside for a bit and what do i see, black kid and friend on the search for fat kid and homie. So i was like coo coo lets do this so I open my door a bit more so that they can see him and i see the rage in this black kids eyes as he spots fat kid. So he comes rushin in like the athletic black guy he is and he jumps on this fat kid ready to throw down. I wasnt havin that in our room so as they were fighting I intervened and kicked them all outside to settle this. So they are outside squaring off and so black kids goin off and fat kids still scared so hes gettin beat pretty bad all up to a point where fat kids on the floor and black kids just gloating about it. So were still tryina coach fat kid so were like come on now remember what we taught you and all that stuff. You can do it you can take that dude hes nothin. So fat kid goes for round 2 and his I dont wanna be bullied anymore rage comes in and he beats up the black kid. So then his white friend wasnt havin any of fatty so he backed off too. So then we all celebrate the victory and then we just hang out for a bit and enjoy the resort. The End. Haha yeah was pretty okay LOlz just a lot of work aha come on now stand up for yourself kid aha :)

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OOOH MYY GOSHH.
tam is soooo coooool.
YEAHHH MAN! >:)



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My Life As a Workout Artist

Yeah its been awhile and i don't really know what to do so Ive decided to try to work out and diet regularly sticking to it to see where that gets me. As motivation i decided to write about it here and then i took some before shots so i can have the whole before and after shots deal, and so that i can prove once and for all how fat i really am right now too lolz ;) I also took measurements and such too just to keep accurate track so pretty much my stats as of now are 170 lbs, 17% body fat, 40" chest, 14.5" biceps,  and a 33" waist. So yeah wish me luck yeah? ahah get that Tekken body one day LOLZ :)



My graphic before pics. Eww look at my tan and all that fatness goin down Haha.